It tastes like simplicity
like innocent
distant memory
You're helpless
Oh, hopeless
and so full of life
it stings
No, I'm not jealous
or vindictive
just brought down by
fairy-tale romantics
But you never offered
not hesitance
or forever
And I've craved this
like repression
craves wings
So, for memories sake
and absence alone
don't say love
like laughter
Or remember me
like hate
remembers names.
Sometimes I wish this were just
a nightmare so I could wake up
you're a dreamer
all dreamers think that way
Why can't we ever
get where we want to be?
we're like fireflies in a jar
we can see where we want to go
but we're trapped where we are
Can't I just go somewhere
where the memories can't follow?
memories don't follow us
we waste our lives chasing them down
Isn't there any way out of here?
only two.
a gunshot
or a really good
daydream
Am I what you think I am
fighting for a breath of air
I'm lost between the pages
of your diary of
dreams
and hopes that never came to be
We're existing
here in this corner of
dementia
grasping the dark for something more
Breathing and breaking
like a moment
passing
un-tuned and knotted in confusion
Bolted to the past
living through every
yesterday
with each tomorrow
Going
by
and
turning
back
again
How can I show you
how beautiful you are?
It tastes like simplicity
like innocent
distant memory
You're helpless
Oh, hopeless
and so full of life
it stings
No, I'm not jealous
or vindictive
just brought down by
fairy-tale romantics
But you never offered
not hesitance
or forever
And I've craved this
like repression
craves wings
So, for memories sake
and absence alone
don't say love
like laughter
Or remember me
like hate
remembers names.
Sometimes I wish this were just
a nightmare so I could wake up
you're a dreamer
all dreamers think that way
Why can't we ever
get where we want to be?
we're like fireflies in a jar
we can see where we want to go
but we're trapped where we are
Can't I just go somewhere
where the memories can't follow?
memories don't follow us
we waste our lives chasing them down
Isn't there any way out of here?
only two.
a gunshot
or a really good
daydream
Am I what you think I am
fighting for a breath of air
I'm lost between the pages
of your diary of
dreams
and hopes that never came to be
We're existing
here in this corner of
dementia
grasping the dark for something more
Breathing and breaking
like a moment
passing
un-tuned and knotted in confusion
Bolted to the past
living through every
yesterday
with each tomorrow
Going
by
and
turning
back
again
How can I show you
how beautiful you are?
“Those who danced were thought to be quite insane by those who could not hear the music.”
Current Residence: Arkham deviantWEAR sizing preference: small Print preference: Postcard Favourite genre of music: Alternative Favourite style of art: Traditional MP3 player of choice: Sansa Lil Monsta (Really fun to say too:) hehe) Shell of choice: Turtle or sea... hard to decide. Skin of choice: mine, though I wish it would tan!! Favourite cartoon character: Eeyore! Personal Quote: "Mooooom, you're interrupting my evil genius!"
Favourite Visual Artist
My sister
Favourite Movies
The Nightmare Before Christmas
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Tokio Hotel, The GazettE, Miyavi, Alice Nine, HIM, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, MCR, Breaking Ben...
People can be here and then... then they can just be gone. I knew I mean.... We all know... But I had no idea...
R.I.P Christopher Taylor
We're all going to miss you so much.
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an mp3 player/ipod.
[] Your parents are still married.
[x] You love your family
[] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
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[x] You dress the way you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
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[] You have over 500 friends on faceboo
This is gonna be a hard one to write, especially since I'm having a hard time remembering what's happened the last few days.
My dad had to take me to the ER twice on Monday night for tremors (which are basically seizures, except I'm awake) and Wednesday they kept me in the hospital overnight for them. Unfortunately I have crack-pot doctors who decided since all the tests they ran came back negative that I was Bipolar and it was all in my head. AFTER they talked to my counselor and she told them flat out I was not Bipolar. They released me Wednesday afternoon after my dad had a fight with the doctor and refused to put me on any more psychotro
I apogize. I haven't been able to do much of anything lately. I dislocated both of my knees, and everything has been crazy snce. I haven't even been online in almost a week. I'm really sorry.
hey i believe jodee mentioned me.the more the merrier i guess.u need any details?until shes free u can write i dont mind.jst tell her i got the mail k?